♥ Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Doing the right things.. Doing things right..
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If ever you had said / done something that had caused some misunderstanding, caused some unhappiness, what would you do?
If ever you had done something that had an indirect impact on yourself, what would you do?
If ever, you were being told by someone that there's a generation gap between you and the other colleagues that caused all these misunderstanding, what would you do?
here i am, feeling confused as well as sorry for what had happen.. which leads me to ponder back on my reactions / feelings / actions as to why i would react that manner.. does tat reali reflects upon my character, does tat reflects on my attitude? or does all the incidents happening after on and another have an impact on how i react..
I reali dunno.. i'm confused.. and yet at the same time sorry that i had caused such a misunderstanding.. but who will den understand the frustration that i went thru.. who will understand the imbalance feelin i had.. well, or maybe i shld jus apologized to you for tat incident.. i reali didnt meant it.. =S
i was den a little shocked by how i tried to understand and tried to analyzed the situation from you.. ok, maybe indeed i'm pissed by her.. i might had a judgmental mindset towards her.. and at the same time, tis allows me to have an understand that there were times where u can feel tat attitude problem of mine.. but i have to agree tat i respected you.. i admire you.. and had always listened to you.. and since these analysis are from you, spoken by you.. i would accept it.. i would try to change for the better.. i would try to get rid of tat judgmental thinking.. jus cuz the explanation are made by you, and i truly believe tat you would wanna me get to the better of myself.. i would try.. i would want to do the right things and doing things right.. i will..
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i guess memories are jus essential for moving on.. to have memories, only then one can reminisce the past... but wad if the memories are jus overwhelming for me to handle.. i hated flashbacks.. be it from whoever..
today esp.. when i was in the cab.. goin by the usual route back home.. flashback was coming back.. and tat's when i started to miss the route by hw i go back home.. and esp asked the cabby uncle to follow the route.. but even so.. i already had accepted that things are no longer the same anymore.. and i jus have to deal wif my memories, my emotions.. or maybe works' been tiring for me.. and i guess my brain n mind are tired le.. gone hay wired..
``DrEaMy``
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