♥ Saturday, July 20, 2013
一个爱你的人才是重要...
Hmm.. wad would u do if u realise tat u had been played with? or been pangseh by others.. somehow i dunno how to explain.. and felt there was no need for me to explain much..
It's always tat whenever ppl needed help, i would definitely help out to the best tat i could.. if i can be of any help, i would help out.. but den now, when i needed tat favor, it seems like that help is always so far away.. and to tik tat i had help or contributed to wadever help u asked from me.. oh well, i'll jus treat it as u reali cannot make it to help me.. be it forgotten or be it you were reali busy.. i dunno.. jus give it the benefit of doubt.. as i tik tat i would stil be ur colleagues for years to come and did not hope tat the incident would affect each other, as least for me, to try nt to judge or avoid u.. i hope i could do tat.. not being judgmental...
And, besides tis incident which brings my mood down a little, at the same time, i couldn't help by thinking the wad if qns.. and i understood tat it's all fated in a way.. tomorrow would be the 1st yr anniversary of me being able to enjoy life as a single.. lol.. couldn't help by thinking if were we were still tgt, would we still be as loving, still having tat blessed feeling ma..
although i had nv written any of those grateful stuff for both before.. i tot tat maybe i shld.. u guys might nt be able to read it.. but den, once i expressed myself, i would had taken u understood my intentions le..
Although there were a lot of arguments in between the 3.5 years, i would like to express my thanks for having to taught me how to appreciate things, and felt tat everytik is new to me and u were there guiding me along, teaching me.. be it for the purpose of study, for planning in events for the club activities, for the purpose of work, and of cuz, in the relationship.. It's reali having tat oppa feel tat i'm taken care of.. maybe there were times were we were both equally stubborn, and end up having other seniors to help in cooling down.. but den, reali.. the most grateful stuff tat i had from u is to take care of me when i'm sick during the event, asking one of the seniors to get me dinner while i was enduring thru the night for the event, and getting ur frenz to acc me when u were nt ard in SG.. i am reali grateful for them.. 也谢谢你的狠心让我学会了更多...
Even though tis 2 years there are not much of arguments, but i can say the road in between wasnt as smooth as wad i had tot it was.. can tik back est about 1 yr tgt there were big hiccups and i tot it would be over.. who knows tat it's reali fated.. well, to be frank, i'm stil grateful... grateful tat all had happened, and never did i noe tat i had loved myself tat much.. i learn to love myself more, to engage into a healthier lifestyle and living.. even though in the past i would get flashbacks and get into emo stage, but now i'm grateful tat i realise tat i'm happier and having more freedom now.. thank you for all the honesty, and thank you for letting me realise tat i shld deserve for someone better.. thank you for letting me learn not to believe so easily, for the journey of the road would be still rocky and like a roller coaster ride.. 原来一个人是吵是静都不重要,一个爱你的人才是最重要...
``DrEaMy``
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9:12 PM
♥ Tuesday, July 2, 2013
Schedule messed up..
好多事情，所有发生过的事情都好象是注定的，像是是老天爷的安排。Even the scheduled MND Family Day had been postponed due to the uncertain haze conditions.. Now thinking of that, could I still be able to go for my planned family overseas trip? I reali hope tat the trip would be go as per planned.. to go on a family cruise with my grandma, uncle, aunt..
Even so, suddenly the sister muscle is a little over-strained.. after exercising.. nt sure if it's hurt during the exercise or jus muscle strained.. so does tat means tat the planed schedule for next week will have changes as well.. hmm..
In tat case, jus leave it to fate for the schedule le..
``DrEaMy``
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6:12 PM
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