==01092011=
guess time waits for no one.. and tis is so true.. stepping into the 4th quarter of 2011 is like jus a wink of the eye.. alot of tiks happen during tis yr.. alot of good, alot of bad.. but i guess tis is part of my memory, apart of me..

gonna end my first sem first term.. so fast 7 weeks gone le.. wif all those rushing-assignment crazy, trying-to-understand-what-lecturer-is-talking mode, the sleepy after work mode.. i guess all tis is jus the beginning.. zzz..

and of cuz there's a point of time where i felt if i had step intot the wrong step by going to study.. and tis reali made me reflect alot.. alot of wad i had done and wad i had not.. and after tis incident, i had some kind of conclusion in my mind..

maybe perhaps to u readers out there, might tik i'm selfish.. but tis is hw i truely felt.. and i'm sori if my conclusion had changes anything to the friendship circle.. and i believe that u guys are mature enff to understand me.. and i guess nth beats to cherish my own life, my own future, my love ones.. and maybe and due to my busy schedule/assignment/etc, i might jus go MIA.. haha..

well, nevertheless, i mus express my graditude to my dear colleagues (although i guess u guys wont be reading tis, but yes, thank you), thank you for giving in to me for my time schedule.. thx for taking care of me during tis period.. to tik, some colleague who actually gave me cupcakes to bring to sch for snacks.. =)

i muz thx you guys, my friends.. to hear me out when i needed you the most.. and thx for fitting into my schedule for outings.. i guess next time we'll meet is probably in Nov? Dec? i dunno...

lastly, thank you my dear.. thx for keeping all the understanding.. thx for all the support throughout.. and i'll thx u in advance for the buffet arrangement.. =) i guess i'll keep tis in mind and be motivated.. lol.. thx lots..

hmm.. it's gg to be half a yr gone le.. as usual.. i'm looking back at my year's resolution.. hmm.. seems tat i'm not even half of the resolution done.. haix..

haix.. there's recently alot of negative stuff pulling me down.. there's work, there's home problems, health problems, and many more... @_@ hope all will be better one day.. or maybe i shld take a break.. away from work.. away from problems.. i oso noe tat problems cant be solved by hiding.. haix.. i jus nid a break, i'm stretched and breakin down soon..

not to mention tat there might be changes in the 'timetable' or the lifestyle soon.. hoping to get into the sch i applied for, and tat when my dear goes to work.. hmm.. i dunno if there's great or much changes.. looking at the situation now.. it seems like it might be.. by working shift works, i'm jus afraid.. i'm fearful tat i'm unable to handle..

i'm so sorry tat i'm showing my displease.. i oso noe tat u're also vexed by the nagging u received from home and the job scope of the job.. i'm sorry, just give me some time to handle tis.. i'm jus scared and afraid that we're going to be busy in our own timing soon.. i dnt meant to create more stress for u.. jus give me and give us time.. @_@

woo-hoo.. at tis rate of the super hot weather, i tik i'll gonna melt from the scorching sun.. phew.. after u bath, u'll be sticky all over again.. zzz... oh well, alot tiks happen recently..

mostly are work matters.. i'm jus super sian bout the operation and hw the new supervisor is managing the work.. haix.. for the sake of the time, the pay and my working place, i'll endure.. X_X

haix. wif the sian-ness of work, i'm on frequent off tis month.. but now it's jus tat work is affecting my morale to work.. arrgh.. i nid a break.. i am feeling stretched now.. i nid a break.. ~.~

Oh gosh.. it's April already.. i had not been updating my bloggie since 1 month ago.. and i dont even noe if there's still active readers ard.. well, anywae..

tis month had been a very happening mth.. wif work challenges, with personal life challenges.. and wif my clumsy-ness trait.. maybe i shall skip all those stuff tat had happened quite some time ago and jus jump to wad had happen tis few days..

went for a workshop for terrarium.. wow it's reali cool.. tiking of planting more of those little plants and to display at office etc.. haha.. ok la.. pretty interesting.. lol..

but i tik i have a trait of clumsy and careless.. to imagine i fell when i am alighting from bus on a rainy monday morning, yes it's ytd.. and resulted in such a pain i had now.. oh gosh.. all my plans for the holidays and prog all gone.. =( super sian and pain la.. haix..

==100311==
went for a 2D1N relaxation family trip to Batam.. where we stayed went for a honeymoon package.. lol.. so farnie rite.. i gg honeymoon with my sister.. zzz.. but anywae.. the lifestyle there is so relaxing.. so peaceful.. so calm..

reached Batam at sg timing at 1.30.. but their Indonesia time is 12.30... faint.. greeted with welcome drink and towels for cleaning up purpose... den there's a bus to send us to the shopping centre.. AIYO.. the bus is so super small la.. i tik if we were to get any fatter, we cant pass the passage way le.. faint.. the bus came and fetch us back at 4.30.. 30 mins ride.. throughout the ride, can see students riding motorcycles to school, ppl walk ard, and very dangerous driving.. (for tis pt, i prefer spore more).. haha..

den decided to slack in our honeymoon room and wait for dinner.. meanwhile went for a free game of bowling.. where we actually 'rent' the whole bowling alley.. cuz there's nt much ppl ard, nt much crowd everiwhere.. haha.. den went for our dinner light dinner..

Ooo.. nice atmosphere.. nice food.. jus except for 1 cat tat suddenly appear from nowhere.. luckily there's staff ard who chase the cat away for me.. haha.. wif live band performing and dedications of songs.. nice~

went back the hotel room to slack ard.. where my sis got tipsy from tat glass of wine we took from dinner.. den decided to wash up and prepare ourselves for the next day..

==110311==
it's such a gd tik tat their timing is 1 hr slower.. so tat when i woke up at 9am (SG timin), it's stil 8am at indonesia side.. haha.. went for breakfast and there after to swim ard.. and for the first time i swam in a 2.20m pool~!!! for the first time, it's so scary.. cuz i dunno hw deep the depth is and i tried to dive down, but realise it's too deep den decided to continue to swim to the other side of the pool and tried to look for the sign for the depth..

it's 2.20m!! wow.. den after tat jiu began to swim wif ease le.. or rather wif freedom.. i jus feel like a polar bear.. hahaha... lol.. den went back to wash up and prepare for checkout and for spa session.. hmm.. first time being massage in the open.. reali open.. as in the spa centre is at lvl 3 of the building and u can have a bird's eye view of everitik.. and plus the blinds of the massage room is like quite hollow.. haha..

after 1 hr of massage.. it's so relaxing.. and super nua already.. den soon it'll be time for us to go home-sweet-home le.. zzz.. kinda miss the friendly ppl out there already.. haix.... Batam, i promise tat i'll be back.. i miss you, friendly ppl..

time could change the feeling that one had.. the feelin from so down, hurt and upset and till a few days later it's all different feeling.. on sun nite there's tis home incident tat made me so upset and hurt as usual.. but now i'm no longer feelin tat sad le.. instead i'm feeling so super excited and happy..

i'm gg on a honeymoon trip.. But but but.. i'm gg wif my sis and my parents.. to a relaxation 2D1N batam honeymoon trip.. lol.. the content is so super funny.. shall post tat out soon ba.. =)

==020311==
finally another retreat from work.. it's getting more and more sian and based on the amount of work loan and the issues of supervisor and the human-dog team..

anyway, cuz of some big mouth and the relocation of the manpower, almost all stuff are like so irritating to the colleagues.. it's like so unfair.. we have 3 on scheduled leave to go out tgt.. den another colleagues wanna join us, den jiu reshuffle the team and making it an excuse tat she could go out as well.. oh anywae, jus sian.. guess tis is the last time tat we'll be gg out wif her le ba.. anywae, went to TWG Tea Salon at ION Orchard for our high tea.. an exclusive date with the tai-tai.. =)

the area is reali quite a high class area.. jus love tat atmosphere and the service the crew presented.. the way they recommend the tea to you and the way they layed the food infront of you... anywae i oso forgot the tea that they recommend to me.. but all i noe it's a tea with vanilla & strawberry de.. =) nice..

everitik they sold there consists of tea.. like macarons.. Earl Grey & Chocolate macarons.. didnt get to try tat.. hmm.. maybe next time when we've our tai-tai outing again ba.. even the jam used for the muffins are all made from tea.. =) we'll try that wif other tea.. took the high tea set.. which consists 2 muffins, sandwiches and a teapot of tea.. nice nice..

next jiu shop ard Orchard area den there's tis household fair.. den went shopping with the mummy.. =) den sue was there telling me what tik nice what tik better.. den after which we jiu went Taka for more household shopping.. den suddenly there's a sudden tot tat came refreshing my mind..

tat i have a dream.. a dream tat i wish i could accomplish.. a dream tat i could have all different sets of cutlery.. for diff occasions.. for different styles of meal..

next the dream will consists of the tea session i had earlier.. i oso wanna to be able to enjoy the high tea at home.. with curtains drawn, with tea lights candles lighted, with a hot pot of tea and enjoying my tea and cakes at home.. wow.. i guess tat's a goal to work towards to.. esp where i'm so interested in tea and teapot now.. haha.. =) even have the urge of getting floral tea to brew at home now.. or to work harder to owe a can of TWG tea leaves... haha..

==050311==
dunno when tis interest started.. suddenly i feel like doing a lot of tiks.. i feel like taking up a half day course for planting bottled plants, i feel like brewing tea and owing teapot with nice tea cups..

and keeping fighting fish.. haha.. hmm.. let me go source out my stuff and to do preparation for my fish if needed.. haha..

oh my.. i'll be away for next week.. will be busy i guess.. dnt miss me.. =)

[x][[DreAmY]] Chua Wei Ling Wendy
[x]051188
[x]Punggol Pri (1995 - 2000)
[x]North Vista Sec (2001-2004)
[x]Millennia Institute(Bartley Campus)for PAE 2005
[x]Temasek Polytechnic (2005 - 2008)
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Likes.

[x]The beach
[x]The sun set
[x]Romantic scenes ~woo~ lol
[x]Chocolates!!!*
[x]Cheese Cake
[x]Ice Cream
[x]To have fun
[x]Music rules & Dance rocks
[x]

Hates.

[x]Liars
[x]To be treated unfairly
[x]Cats, extremely scared of them